those moody mondays

Today started off as any other MONDAY. A word dredded by all high school students alike. I was tired and was on the first day of my detox program which forces me to drink incredibly sour cranberry concentrate mixed with water, morning noon and night. I usually like to start my week with my saviest outfit. Most come to school gloomy and relaxed, so i try my best to lift the atmosphere with bright colors and try to look as chic as possible. Today though, just wasn't the day. I was sporting steve madden black track shoes with faded jeans, vintage gold studs, a chunky gold necklace, a rhinstone abercrombie brown tank, with a large vintage buckle belt and a Juicy Couture dark brown terry cloth zip-up. Now, by wearing this I am totally contradicting my comment about black shoes with brown, but these are not the same shoes, so i allowed for exception. Now here is my dilemma. My friends often tell me I'm a push over, and as sad as it is, its true. Today was an example of that. There is this boy, we will call him Jesse Johnson. Well Jesse Johnson has a rep for asking girl after girl...after girl to our school dances. Well folks...I was first on the list for winter formal. He totally caught me off guard and I said yes. Now let me just say, normally, by saying no, this boy would only take it as a cross off the list and continue on to the next. But his friend told me he was acutally into me...and it would hurt him to say no now. I am lost and so confused. I could either allow the kid to be happy and enjoy himself, though i would be leading him on, or say no and not sacrifice my night. Im SO confused. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated! PEACE